I knew her from the start
Her whole life i been there
But she’s not mine, true a part kind of is cuz I’m her godmother but that’s all
Or who really said all? Is there really a rule to how much I could love my god child?
I don’t think it is but I do know even that I love her she’s not my whole world
True I did promise her mother to take care of her if something ever happened to the mother but those that mean she most be the light of my life?
No I don’t think so but she do mean more than anyone ever meant for me
Or its not the same, the love I hold for her is so different from any other love I hold for anyone else
Her mom is my best friend and also called my twin soul so obviously I never going to stop loving her. I mean the child
But one thing I hate with me is when I say to the mother that I miss “N” but I never tell the mother that I miss her to while she say it so many times to me
I know I hurt the mom when I don’t say it or I do say it but only when she said it first and then I comment I miss u to.
My best friend tell me all the time the same thing “U can never disappear from N life” and I haven’t planed on it, she also say that “ U most move so that u are there for N all the time” and yes I will move but N and my best friend isn’t the reason. I need a new start and I already spent so much time in Stockholm that it won’t make a difference.
I will be there her whole life
I will hold her when she cry
All the gifts that I give
She’s a light but not the light